Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

The girl's name: Stephanie Liew

This girl was hatched out from her egg on 23/12/1995

Ex-Anthonian<33333

Rv-ian!<3333!

2'Escapers!<33333

RV Athletics

♥ DESIRES
6-2'07 gathering<3
See SAPS teachers again =P
Celebrate Bdae with Carrots(23rd Dec!)
A chance to turn back time...

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♥ FRIENDS

Chang Ming(Ah Ma)<3333
Isabelle(Lao Gong 0.o?)<3333
Fann(Ah Gong)<3333
Joan(PHPPS)<3(I <3 her too!)
Daniel<333
Fiona<33
Rabitah<333
Stungpok Siblings<3333(Me, Issy, Ben)
Sheena See<333
Sheng Ping<333
Benedict Chua<333
Brendan Wong<33
Ee Pin<3
Ding Chao
❤ *Chiiwawa* ツ<333
Wan Yih<33
Clementine(PSL)<333
Gorilla/Dog(Joanne CHEW CC)<333
Goh MONG HWEE(Ming Hui)<3
Tiffany!<33
Kelly!<33

ARCHIVES;

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CREDITS;

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Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Sunday, January 27, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008

Yaya, i know i've been slacking, but hey, at least i made the effort to blog ONCE.
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To 1E: i'm not sure if you guys are really my friends yet, cause i don't feel real comfort near u guys, i just find you guys weird, just give me some time to adapt, i just hope i can hold out for 2 years with you guys.//
To 6-2'07: You guys are my real friends, i miss you all, hope u guys haven't forgotten me or each other yet. Remembering old times brings tears to my eyes, the recess periods, ms loh's cold jokes, bloody boring idioms, they still bring laughter to me. The times we had together, the times we slacked during P.E(oh dear), although they're over, they'll definitely remain etched in my mind. Somehow, i prefer primary school to secondary school. Although there's more freedom in sec school, i prefer the overwatched yet happy times in primary school, our immature thoughts. Those were the really fun times ever. 6 years passes so fast. These 6 years were not wasted, the friends i made, the goals i achieved, the different kinds of teachers i met, the kinds of scoldings i got, they weren't bad memories, they were new lessons. Many things i want to say to everyone in 6-2'07, yet i couldn't bring myself to do so. Not only 6-2'07, my other schoolmates, all of you made a difference in my life. I love the crazy times we had, always having someone to call me out. I feel that i've changed, i want a quiet life now, i want to be lonely, but i fear loneliness. What do we live for? No one can tell me the answer to this question. Is life really meaningless?

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, January 19, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008

lol. Joanne's became a MR. My legs and arms are aching. ITS THE END OF THE WORLD. no la, just kidding. eeyore wants to gouge out my eyes, burn my hair, and... i forgot. DONKEY!!!!!!!!!!! thanks QiANyiNG(or how ever u capitalized it) for tagging my bloggie, at least there's some life it in, its still half dead.
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CROSS-COUNTRY!<333333333333 =D
Ran 8km with Chang, but timing sucked, 52mins. EW. I promise i'll try my best to achieve 45mins for the following few trainings. i'll TRY, not definitely, but i'll train hard and try to achieve something for RV, although Yuning's gonna do that DUH. yeah, reached there damn early, 2.35p.m, fed the mosquitoes there some of my sweet precious blood, then chang, eeyore, joanne and some of the seniors started slapping them. I know this is pathetic, but... I've never killed any mosquitoes in my life before, its too disgusting. Can anyone just vote if u want to read on the meeting ms loh story? its actually quite short, i'll continue it next time, i'm too lazy to see where i stopped at.
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YAY, SHEENA'S GOING FOR TRIALS ON TUESDAY!!! =D I'm so ectastic over this. Hope she gets in, then we'll be a real team again!
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Not to hurt the PSLs feelings, but P.S.S is lame

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, January 17, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008

Ah.. Great day today. Seriously, i dun really like the girl beside me. Wan Yih you should know who, i know ur good frens with her, but please understand my views. ok... Err. Abit Emo during class, went all quiet when i argued with HER, in case i lose my temper. It happened before.
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Lets talk about x-country training first. It was better. Chua Kah Kah. MUHAHAHA. the unbelievable SC and Senior. I feel like smacking your back again. 25 mins of jogging and drills mixed. much MUCH more tiring than 36 mins at mac ritchie. Our leg muscles haven't develope enough yet. Not as developed as Yu Ning's. The PRO who broke the record in 2005 for 800m. Can you imagine, 2mins 58s for 800m when she was just pri 4. A natural long D* runner. =D CKK, Joanne, Me, Chang and Lydia bonded, well, abit with Yu Ning. on the bus bonding. XD. CKK was talking all the way, and she never even stop for water break. How does she even link the stories to different topics? LOL. and i was damn out, all of them were prefects in pri school, i'm just a normal citizen? XD Legs huring.
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Continue tomorrow, too late, need to sleep. BYE!<3333333333333
I maybe continuing the story i posted yesterday, although its a little boring. =D

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Sorry, i missed a few posts.

SAPS TRACK<333333333333333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The juniors are lazy, as in the boys. Coach is right, i'm so different in sec school. i used to laze off during the primary school training, now i'm so enthu about it! The first thing i did when i went to the SAPS track, was. "DO YOU ALL KNOW WHO I AM???" then the bloody juniors all went, "who the hell is she?" I'M YOUR SENIOR!!!! then i helped them through their warm up, and when they were stretching, my mom called me to the coffeeshop opposite for lunch. then i said. " BYE GUYS! I'M MAKING U ALL JEALOUS! I'M GONNA EAT LUNCH! BE BACK SOON!" I missed those times in SAPS track. Me, Chang, Rabitah and Issy. 4x100m B-Girls 2007, OIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~~~~~~~~! A few words of (whatever) ??? to the juniors. Trust me, SAPS track is where you will find your true friends. Treasure them, for you won't know which parts of Singapore you may land at when you're all in sec school. You may even cry when you leave them. especially your 4x100m mates.


Ah.. Walked to SAPS with daniel, Chryst, (A little bit) with Crack, Wei kit, and that guy whose name i can't remember. 0.o then daniel took a picture of saps at a point of view for Chang's assignment. then we waited for 945 to go back to the bukit gombak station again(stupid yes i know). then i thought of telling ms loh i was outside. then i messaged her. then daniu idiotically took my phone and called her. damn u daniel. Then ms loh called. I thought it was my new friend, so i said, you know who i am??=D then she dunno say wad thing, then i asked who was that person. then my phone blacked out? lol. then 5 mins liddat. Daniel suddenly say ms loh coming out.
Me: "Don fake la daniel. I'm not dumb ok?"
Daniel:"Really! don believe u see yourself la!"
( I looked over and saw a woman in a grey jacket)
Me:" Ya, right. Thats the relief teacher la."
Daniel:"NO. ITS MS LOH LA."
(waited... waited...)
(looked over again)
Me:" OMG! ITS... MS LOH SIA! DIEDIE, WHY THE BUS HAVEN COME YET?"
Daniel+Chryst:"HAHAHA"
(Ms loh walks over)
Ms loh:" Hi stephanie!"
(ms loh sits beside me)
( squeeze away to chryst)
Me:"MOVE!!!!"
Chryst:"Nah."
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I know that was boring, right chang?
the 3 boringers.
Boring Liew(Me)
Boring Chang( Obvious)
Boring See( Sheena)
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I'm starting to gt the hang of blogging. FINALLY. i used to be writing short posts.
I know now you're half asleep. Go hear a lullaby and you'll definitely fall asleep. BYe!!!


SAPS Track, it all began here.
RV Cross-country, the long journey ahead.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, January 12, 2008
Saturday, January 12, 2008

------------------------Foreword------------------------
Just want to thank the PSLs for guiding through the orientation period, couldn't have done it without u guys, although i don't really talk to you guys. =D
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Yey, today was a fun day, though irritating. Chang woke me up at 9.30a.m. I wanted to sleep till 11.30p.m la. then used the com, but no one to chat to, no wait, there was Issy to chat with, so we bragged about our schools. Nothing much to brag about, since RV suck in sports and only rock in performing arts. i guess only la. Then, at about 2.15 left the house for cross-country training. a bloody group of teens played with the bell, then the bus stopped at every stop. idiots. The bus driver sucked too, he just stared at the teens la, never even reprimand them. then changed bus from 67 to 74. Peace and quiet, until i almost fell asleep, i reached MacRitchie Reservoir. Ran 18mins forth and back, total of 36 mins, and i never even walked, i reached ending point earlier by 3 mins, meaning 33mins.



My stamina is improving, and so is my mental state, from negative to positive, i was like singing the RV Frog Song, Lyrics:
Mm Mm, goes the little green frog one day,
Mm Mm, goes the little green frog.
Mm Mn, goes little green frog one day and they all go Mm Mn WAHHH.

A nice funny song, i think those were the lyrics, i can't really remember them.
Then thanks to chang's dad, i got a ride to Bukit Gombak Station( i kept saying stadium). Where i took the mrt, then the lrt to my grandma's house. Ate dinner at the hawker centre downstairs, Chilli Crab, mmm, Singapore's favourite delicacy. I loved it. Oh gawd, i'm becoming a better blogger nowadays, i need you guys' opinion. Need I change a skin?? Abit sian la though. edit here edit there. Thats really all todae, i'm back at blogging, and typing real lots of damned stuff. Still not posting Photos though, i'm gonna put our pri 6 photos on maybe. I'm gonna tear at the sight of it, and probably kill at the sight of rohit.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, January 11, 2008
Friday, January 11, 2008

Eh, Damn long bo blog. i know u all missed me, although dunno if anyone still got visit la. stop spamming the tagboard with "dead". its back, alive, cute, and kicking, at least i hope. So... How's everyone in their sec schools? I know u guys miss me most, cus without me, there's no life in u. at least i still have sheena and chang, just that they keep pang sehing me. i was kind enough to "betray" my class to help 1D in their decorations. I'm still waiting for the girls on crutches to recover, i think her name's cheryl. Get well soon, cause if you don't, i'll be the next one on crutches D=


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Ok, a brief intro, i'm in RVHS(ROCKS), Year one student, Don't ask for my name because i would probably give you one tight slap for not paying attention. Not revealing PSLE marks, 250+ thats all. Classes in SAPS(St Anthony's Primary School). 1-3(2002),2-3(2003),3-9(2004),4-9 =D(2005), 5-3(*sniffs*)(2006), 6-2(BWAAHHHH!!)(2007), 1E(yuck yuck EEE)(2008). Hopefully more juniors in SAPS would come RV and accompany me, cause there's a bloody girl in my class who's bossing around, she sucks, I just didn't tell her that, don't want to hurt her hard feelings.

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Draw backs
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Primary One: Said the "F" word by accident, Mrs Jaqueline Wong wrote in my diary.
Participated in a poem contest(i think) with Ms Polly Had a Dolly(i think).
Had bloody short hair.
Super Tomboy

Primary Two: Climbed up the flagpole, spotted by chinese teacher. XD
Started friendship with Chang Ming,(unforgettable day i hope)
Getting more hyper

Primary Three: Calmed down a bit.
Went for TRACK AND FIELD TRIALS!!!(=D I WILL NEVER FORGET IT)
joined TRACKKIEE<333333333333333
Made friends with Sheena
Met fellow teammate and best friend Rabitah
Met unaquitted friend, Andrea

Primary FOUR(OMFG): Had Ms Lek all messed up
Got into a minor FIGHT with the boys
Got chased out of classroom by chinese teacher almost everyday
Met fellow best pal Issy in track
Chosen for Long D*
Got into finals for 800m D-girls
Sucked in all my subjects
Demoted to 5-3

Primary 5(T_T i missed those days): Made friends with Hwee Ling
Made friends with Low Jia Yi
Made friends with Foo Li Hui
Made friends with Jovin Foo
Got into trouble with Chinese teacher
Improved and finally got an A* for Maths
Promoted to 6-2

Primary 6-2( Those days were our finals and bests): Made friends with Benedict Chua
Understood Fann more
"Bonded" with Ms Loh
Finally got an A in Science
Best remarks in report book so far
Prelim Orals
PSLE Orals
Finally got 80+ for Science
Got 8th in class for Prelims
Took PSLE written exams
Score 25_ for PSLE and 9th in class
Went to Malacca
"Bonded" with Evan and Karmen there
Said our goodbyes
Posting Results(NHHS)
Appeal to RV(successful)
Bought RV Uniform and socks

Sec 1(so far so bad...): Met our form teacher
Met PSLs
Made some new friends
Not used to some new friends yet.
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Such a long long post!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..