Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

The girl's name: Stephanie Liew

This girl was hatched out from her egg on 23/12/1995

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Saturday, April 11, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009

The real time you smile,
is the time ur really happy.
and i was yesterday,
yes i was. =D

finally la, fun and relax.
good friday mah, yest.

went chevrons karaoke with..
Seow Hwee, Ruth, Jingjing.
=D vry little right.
but uber fun la.
we started at 3.
ruth went at 8.30(5.5 hours of singing)
jj went at 9 or 9.30(6 hours)
we and seow hwee went at 10.30( 7.5 hours of singing)

srsly long la.
the last song,
i zou alot of time cus no voice liao.
then seow hwee sing soft soft,
keep laughing at me.

>.<

anyway,
it was UBER fun la.
wan go with me CALL ME.
we can go once a month =DD

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, April 5, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009

why am i always like this.

i feel like crying but i can't
i want to cry in school,
but not infront of everyone.
i pla
i want everyone to think,
i am strong,
i'm happy and everything.
because that's what i am to everyone isn't it.

nobody ever knew how i felt.
i joke around,
i play hard.
it'sbecauseiwanteveryonearoundmetobehappy.
nobodyeverknewhowmuchithurtformetoseeafriendfall.
everyoneonlyknewijokedanddidn'tcare.

nobody ever knew how hard it was,
for me to wake up and face each day.
nobody ever knew how hard it was for me to smile.
easier to smile,
harder to frown.
i'm feeling the opposite then huh.

it's so hard to think about tomorrow,
when i'm already struggling with today.
i have dreams,
but they all seem so far away.

i know i suck,
i ponned CCA and everything.
it's my fault.
i know it myself.

i'm always absent when we need a full team.
i'm always messing things up when we train hard.
i'm always joking about when we want to win.
it's no wonder our hopes are so screwed.
its all because of me.

sometimes i wish everyone hated me.
so i wouldn't feel so guilty.
everyone seems to treat me so well,
i don't deserve all these.

i'm scared of being lonely,
i admit it.
but i'm always throwing everyone who needed a friend aside,
always at the wrong time.

i'm selfish,
disgraceful,
i suck,
and i'm always pulling people down.

who am i to talk about friends,
when i can't even be one.
i thought i cared,
i thought i could do everything for everyone.
but it seems that i'm always failing.

sorry,
sheena, yunyi, jiahui.
i know you all really want to win,
but i can't find my motivation.

it always feels so hard to start running,
it feels so hard to move my body.
it's because of me.
who am i to blame steven quek.

he was right,
it all happened because of my irresponsibility.
i always pushed everything aside with a reason.
i don't even deserve to be in track.

youwererightnicole,
istillrememberwhatyousaid,
evenifitwasforfun,
isuckbigtime,
andi'llneverchange.
i'malwaysthecauseforeveryone'ssuffering.
i'mpathetic,uselessandabum.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, April 3, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009

siann..
just because of class seating arrangements,
the whole class has to go get messed up.

whats' all your points now.
what do all of u want now.
not happy isit.
then tell us what u want more.

and sorry nicole,
make everyone misunderstood.
my fault.
whyamialwaysgettingpeopleintrouble,

orevenmakethemunhappyorpissedoff.

got pissed off during lessons,
couldn't concentrate really well,
went to toilet,
smsed apology.
thinkthinkthink,
then calmed myself down.

anyways,
training tmr.
what's the prob with the school.
waste our weekends away. -.-

expressing the emptiness inside me..