I suddenly thought of our 4x100m B-Girls 2007.
It was the best team any athlete could have.
It was made of REAL friendships, and filled with sportsmanship.
We NEVER gave up.
Not till the end.
Not even at the end.
Because it was the process that mattered most to us.
Fate brought us together.
Hearts as one.
We won together, and lose together as well.
Winning wasn't everything to us.
a team spirit no other team could feel.
This post is dedicated to this team.
The team that went through thick and thin TOGETHER.
The spirit still lies somewhere deep in our HEARTS.
NOBODY rule.
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Friday, April 25, 2008
Friday, April 25, 2008
YO! i'm back luh. Its just a hiatus of 3 days and i still think my blog is dead. At least, the tagboard is -.-"
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Today was SUPERPRRPRPRPR==HIGHHHHh!!!!!!!!!!!1
NAPFA 5 items with C-Girls cross-country team.
I aced it all, but i shan't say what i did.
Well, before that, KahKah knew only how to shout about her inclined pull-ups, but she did ok la, i think.
I'm going to do 2.4km(AGAIN) for fun tomorrow, so i might,MIGHT slack a little teeny bit, but i'll not be last. =P At least i hope i won't be.
Went home uber later than expected, because i kept talking while doing homework in school.
ME and KellyZ has a banana changed cheer. Here we go:
Ah Lians UNITE!
Peel Ah Lians
Peel peel Ah Lians
Shake Ah Lians
Shake Shake Ah Lians
Wave Ah Lians
Wave Wave Ah Lians
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Then i dunno liao lol.
i got one more, but i just thought of it, so we don't know it yet. Here we go!
红的蓝的青的紫的
我们Ah Lian 最好
我们Ah Lian 最好
我们什么都好！
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I hate Minotaur. I want gryphon, all my seniors and friends there. or maybe Unicorn luh.
Gryphon is the best, because they never win in sports.
So there's not much pressure.
But in Mino,
There's Kah Kah and Kelly,
I have to pia for RV Cross-country. I wonder how long it is.
I must win all year 2s not in cross-country.
So i will train hard, to catch up with lydia and yuning's standard
I must, bring glory to RV,
I must win 1st for next year's Cross-country Nationals.
Set standards for my future RV Carrots Juniors!
Raise RV's Cross-country Reputation.
Maybe help mino win 1st for sports.
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I can do all these, if i really try.
I will do all these, when i really try.
I must do all these, because i WILL try.
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I heard there's relay for RV sports day.
I must participate in that.
I miss RELAYS, 4x100m, x200m, x400m
WHATEVER, i like all of them.
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I must break my Personal best of 14.8s for 100m
Break personal best of 31s for 200m.
I must reach <40mins for 8km
I MUST DO ALL THESE IN A YEAR.
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Recently, i have comments from seniors, maybe only one. I shan't name.
We do feel closer to our CCAs than class.
I feel that way, because maybe CCA mates have almost the same personality, or likes
as us.
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Wednesday was cross-country nationals.
Seniors, a job well done, on trying your best.
It was because of a competition, did we feel closer.
We make a team, because we ARE one.
If a team gets drench, they get drenched together.
That's the spirit of RV Athletics.
A spirit no one can beat.
Because we are one.
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We train together, we work hard, we set standards.
WE BREAK RECORDS(if we try)
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I used to thought running was stupid.
Whats the difference between walking and running(other than speeds)
Its the love we feel, and the bond between running,
that made us persevere, fighting to the end.
RV Athletics has really made me feel that,
Running is a part of my life, whether how well i run,
I will do my best, because winning isn't about self awarding
We win as a team, this is what cross-country taught me
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Mr Quek's talk was enlightening.
It really showed us how much this team meant to us,
the word “team" made us move on
It made possible the win of 3rd position.
We did this for the team
not only for ourselves.
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Thank you RVAthletics,
you make me feel complete
At the end of everything,
a sentence is confirmed,
RV CARROTS,
ALL THE WAY!
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Wonder if i can post the pictures in school. no, FROM school =P
Check my compt skills out =P. Ok. forget it, this stupid school compt does not have macromedia flashplayer 9. ):
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Yea u guessed it, i'm in school now. I keep wondering now, where on Earth is Mr Tan?
I'm starting to play neopets already, i want to play TYPING TERROR. yeye, show off my typing skills? No la, i suck at typing nowadays. Or maybe it's the school's compt keyboard that's sucky. Playing NEOPETS. i completed the whole typing terror game. but i thought only get100np. Turn up get 1000np. must try at home. earn lots of money, support my neopets family.
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Friday, April 18, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
I love CROSS-ing DAY!!! <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333.............................. *sigh* not enough space again.
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It's all about yest. CROSS TRAINING, WAS SLACK!!! 15 mins warm up with drills, 15 farkleg, 15 cool down. strengthenings, slack, go home! The coolest part was going home luhh. Because of fate, a whole big group went home tgt. Me, Sharon, Wanxin, Lydia, Joanne, Kelly, Yueyin, Ching Wei(should be spelled this way liao la). I started hooking my shoebag on bags of us, because it reminded me of day bfr yest, dog, took my shoebag home. So i hook hook hook, until everyone started to take my shoebag and hook on random people that I DON'T EVEN KNOW. Then one of a 2I guy, tried to trick kelly and me. He asked kelly to turn around, so i said, i help u turn around see, then i turn around and said, No people there!!! Then he said i called those woman and man inhuman, so i was a racist. Then Kelly went OI. So i resist la, must retaliate. So i said, Yea, i'm a racist, i can't help it. Lol, i won!
Then we went onto the bus , 97! Camwhored on the bus, lol. I guess i took the least pictures of all. Shi bai... XD
TOOK group photo tgt at JE interchange at the sign JURONG EAST INTERCHANGE front. We(or maybe I) were like SHORT ONES IN FRONT. So i pushed joanne infront lol.But she diedie keep denying la, shi shi bai zai yan qian, hai bu chen ren. Ok, i shall post the pictures now or never.
Next time. I need to resize them first. =P Sleep, continue tmr.
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
well, got this lame little quiz off a PSL's blog.
Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence
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You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together.
Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination.
There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language.
You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands).
You would make a good athlete, physical education teaches, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan.
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hehe, i totally agree. i can't sit still la. so when i greet a teacher, i'm bouncing up and down 1. and i take a longer time to sit. and when i sit, i stand again, pretend to look blur, then sit down. And i'm in athletics!<3333333333333333333333333333333333333............
wahaha, not enough space for the loves. =D
I'll talk about yesterday more than todae.
Well, went to CCAB for cross (x) training yest. COOL MAN, mr quek totally ran with us at a nice nice pace, after which he pang seh us. Then we kept on, then me and bitch chionged at the end into the gate entrance, stupidly lar; cause we were supposed to just chiong up the slope to get our bottles. Then after we stop, we tired out, so we slowed down. =P Chang said we did 17mins. how's that for 3.4km I felt i could go faster though. just that we slack infront, chionged behind. XD.
Then it started to pour. And the other C-Girls were singing, i was diaoing them. Then we started to talk bout orientation. How I liked, and disliked it. =X
Well, i liked orientation, because it was slacked, and everyone acted(ACTED<---) normal. But i disliked it because we were forced to cheer. So i went anti-social luh.
Then when the PSLs walk past, everyone will "HI!" at them, while i just purposely look in another direction. OR when we walk past them, i'll turn my head away POLITELY, lol, because the PSLs are weird. Well, i can say, i don think i'm meant to be fated with them luh.. All of them except one not from sports. I'm not insulting them, i sometimes realy like seeing people run, i dunno why. Maybe, its in my blood, i just love running. I saw them running. I'm not gonna name, for private purposes.
One was running 2.4km, and started walking, tempting me to want to shout, RUN!! JIAYOU!
One was seen after running, with a pale face, walking up the stairs, tempting me to say, oh you poor thing, are u feeling ok?
One, ran with 1E girls during CCA trials, 800m. Pro, didn't stop at all, was first, but i want to challenge her at that time, but i pon cross trials.
One, has same P.E slot as me, so i ran past her for 2.4km. She was warming up with 2 rounds or so, ithink.
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Well, that beats. Well, they have one thing in common. never giving up la. Maybe that's why they're PSLs. They show great examples to us juniors. Not normal people eh, different attitudes towards life, but they still DO emo, confirm. See people character i know liao la.
Talk alot 1, don emo much. Talk vry little, emo alot. XD
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Today, shot rocket parachute thrice, failed out of 3 times, 3 times. =P Means i failed every try luh. XD Nevermind, PERSEVERE!! lol, must tahan! JIAYOU 1E! -.-" 1E blog link name is weird and bu hao ting de. see other class is etc, 1da best, 1fsomething la. Aya, stop for now, i need to copy paste out the 500 words bloody ass "essay" on diet and nutrition. byebye!
Kisses good bye!
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Ok, talk about yest, I got cut by a glass piece. WELL, what can I say. I finally know how cutting yourself feels like. A tingling sensation runs through my body. The feeling was great, i didn't feel any hurt. Well, i did, but all my concentration was placed on the injury. I guess thats why youths are harming themselves. I promise this will be the last time i say i enjoyed the feeling of cutting myself.
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Show some respect for yourselves and your bodies. If you don't, at least show some care and concern for those around you. How will those close to you feel if you harm yourself. If feeling better at an expense where others will get hurt, i'd rather not feel good. one feels good, thousands cry. Injuring yourself isn't bravery, its shameful. You can't even protect your own body, so if you are someone who cuts yourself, stop thinking that you can help everyone around you that is hurt by a painful past. STOP acting hero or whatever, because in my eyes, those that cut or injure themselves are useless. Resolving to such means is someone who doesn't believe in love and care, someone who believes in SATAN. I'm not kidding, you surrender yourself, and you lose everything around you. I despise those who suicide, hurt themselves in other ways. I also pity them, there seems to other way out, but if you think harder, why do university graduates hold degrees in social emotions? TO COUNSEL LA. So many people are willing to help, you have to pull yourself together, show EVERYONE that you are strong, you have it in you. Don't self-pity, it's useless, you self-pity? Have you ever thought that many other people in this world are living a more cruel life than you? Perhaps sitting in a corner by yourself and reflecting on your actions would help. This points out to those that hurt themselves deliberately to pull themselves away from problems.
Moral: Running away doesn't help, FACE IT. The race will never complete for you if you run away from the finishing line, run TOWARDS it. Don't be a dumbass, races are to be completed no matter what, I don't look down on those that don't get top positions in a race, or even lose to me. I look up to them, because of their courage, perseverance, and never die spirit to complete the race.
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Just a word to Sharon:
Yunyi's right, letting go of the past is important. I miss my past too, i haven't really let go. Sometimes i feel i hang around with my primary school schoolmates in the same sec school with me, just to remind myself of the past. I suddenly realise i haven't been treasuring what i'm enjoying now. The warmth of my true new friends. You're just as important to me as any other friend. So if you really have any problems, i just want you to know, a friend will be there for you. There are many other people in RV wanting to be your friend. =D I'll be there for you, Wanxin, Yunyi, Joanne, Kahkah(haha, in an interesting way),Joanne Leung, Chang, Lydia, and our seniors in carrots. You can trust us, we've all been true real friendships in life, we know how it feels to be dejected, and betrayed. Don't worry kay? The past makes you stronger, not feel weaker. Make use of the past!
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Well, IU Day is over. We didn't win, but that doesn't matter though. It's really all about the process than the results. Telling all chairpersons of classes that didn't win anything, it's really ok, or perhaps i don't know how u guys are really feeling, but i really think all the classes got bonded really more closer now.
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Now, more lectures. I have to get this all over with, there's just too many things to say.
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Well, today during dinner, i asked my mom a weird question.
"Mummy~, why do we live arh? all we do it study, work, and die, unless we strike it rich la."
"Ayo, you must learn to enjoy mah. Mummy last time always find time go to lounge with friends drink beer one(no, my mum's not a drunkard, she drinks occasionally.). Can go out with friends also what, who say only work to death, ni hen ben leh."
"okok, fine whatever"
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Well, that wasn't a vry sensible answer from my mother. Obbviously she doesn't know how to answer me. =D
Well, in my previous post, i said we live to love and for love. But what about those without parental love? Is it the end for them? Is there no one to love them anymore?
Think again, open your eyes wide, and see for yourselves how many thousands or millions of kind people are holding donation drives out of love to the people without parents. Thats not the only love. We have our friends, friends who believe in us, care for us, and most importantly, love us. They play a very big part in our lives. Growing up, living the appropriate way or the way we chose. Influential dilemnia, and many other things.
Ok now, a copyright question. When was the last time you cared for a friend, show how much your friend means to you? was it 5 years ago? Or did you wait until it was graduation night did you say: You've been a big part of my life, i just want to tell you that if you have anything on, you can depend on me, as I am your FRIEND.// I've never said that to anyone before, i'm too shy kay? So it shall be done, anywhere, anytime, just say it, and it makes a big difference. If you're too shy(like me), post it on your blog, a single large post, saying you care and u can be depended and trusted on.
So thats just 3 quarter or 1 third of my summary. I'll do the rest some other day, then i'll start with normal posts. gdnite!
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Sunday, April 6, 2008
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Went to my anscestors' graves todae. Was scorching hot la, my head could cook an egg in a minute. Lucky it didn't burn up. Yea, my paternal side anscestors. Well, i prayed for them to bless me with great GPA and a successful CCA and life in RV. Somehow I feel that my life in RV is going super well. Its been 4 months since the start of the year. How time flies... If i could reverse time, there would be many things i would change.
1) My childish behaviour.
2) My stubborness.
3) My judgement.
4) The respect i showed my teachers.
5) The way i treasured my friends.
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I tried and tried, i wanted to forgive Rohit Kumar.
There's a saying, Only forgiving, would we feel better. But through this week, i had a different feeling. I tried forgiving him, but i keep thinking back on his attitude, and i thought, why forgive him when he did me so much wrong?
Honestly, there were times when i also hated Ms Loh. During the orchid lesson, i threw my pen at Rohit after losing my temper. She pulled me out of the classroom by holding my hand. I hate adults holding my hand. I seldom get held by my hand by adults, except for my parents. I felt that i was taken advantage of, but that wasn't the fact. But, she made me feel angrier, i felt like killing at that time.
Blogging has recently been on news articles. Cyber bullying... I feel that this world is discriminating against youth bloggers. They are taking away our rights to tell others how we feel. Whats the matter with them, when we have problems, we want to tell EVERYONE, but they make us talk 1 to 1.
People claim to understand human feelings, but that is not the fact, we don't know anything. Only one would understand him/herself.
Accepting is a good thing, many ex-anthonians rejected Gauri's offer of friendship. But, slowly, didn't we feel better after accepting her? Racial discrimination spoils the worlds, spoils us, spoils our thinking. These incidents taught me something. Nothing brings the world to ourselves, in this world, friendship is my life, friendship is my support.
Would you give your life for friendship? This is for us to answer, and also NOT for us to answer. Saying yes doesn't prove anything, proving anything doesn't mean saying yes.
Stephanie's word of advice: Treasure your friends and everything around you. We all only have one precious life, learn to let go, enjoy, and only would we know who care and who we care. We live to love and for love.
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How do people give meaningful life lectures? The answer lies in everyone's hands. This answer, everyone knows. And the answer is, we learn from living, maturity doesn't always come naturally. It comes from experiences and mistakes, lectures and punishment.
Remember, we live not to judge, judgement is for GOD, and we are NOT god. Why judge others, and complain about others' judgement? Leave the judgement to god, to those who are meant to judge. A Judge judge, but he has no rights to judge.
Read through my story, learn from my lecture for i promise, this is no boring story.
P.S Happy belated Bdae Fann!
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Friday, April 4, 2008
Friday, April 04, 2008
Todae was a superr sian day la. You know why? Cause there's ART. The worst case of every year. I dread the day where there's ART, FRIDAY.
My favourite day is obviously wednesday, cus there's no art, no lang arts, only 40mins of HCL, and get to shoot ROCKETS.
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Haha, like i said, BORRRINNNGGGG... There was chemistry for the first period, Chemistry rocks!!! Well, we tried to separate Copper(II) oxide from Copper(II) Sulphate through 3 major steps. Dissolving, Filtration and Crystalisation.
Well, mine failed. I got anhydrated Copper(II) oxide. There was NO crystals, only powder. =D so i added water to it, since teacher said anhydrated means not enought water, and hydrated means enough water. so i thought, since its dehydrated, lets add water to hydrate it! =P My face and hand got burned by the splashing hot copper sulphate on the stupid evaporing dish, well, mine was the only copper sulphate that JUMPED and SPLASHED. Then came recess at 9A.M. RV is crazy, because what school makes recess so early that at 2p.m when we're dismissed, we're like, craving for DINNER. ok, then worst, ART. We had to draw a fucking stupid bottle. like what the shit are we drawing it for la. I have to agree that my bottle is not bad! =D Then was HCL. BOORRRINNNGG. i FAILED my compo by 3 marks. 32/70. But i score 15/20 for a not tested comprehension. like, what the f***. 15/20 is A1 you know? Stupid. Ok.. SPEECH AND DRAMA. nabei, same group as fucking arsehold novia. She is so stupidly fickle-minded kay? Let me tell you and Teo Hui Wen something. 我的忍耐是有限度的. Never take advantage of my temper. I know i don't lose my temper easily, but if i do, that means i'm super angry. Even if i don't, it doesn't mean i'm not angry.
Tomorrow's competition day, i'm not going. Because i've hurt my back and my mom says she doesn't want me to do too vigorous stuffs like competitions, trainings are ok.
Sorry coach, sorry everyone! Jiayou to all of you!!!!!!! Carrots all the way! =D
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Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Firstly, this won't be a normal post.
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Intro: It wasn't easy for me to get into RVHS. I was a process filled with ups and downs. I thought it was all over when i was demoted to the 3rd class in 2006. But I worked hard enough to get promoted to the 2nd best class in 2007. It was a
fun-filled class for me. With some idiotic jokers (Colin Tay) in it. I also got to know a uber nice teacher, Ms Loh, who tolerated my nonsensical dialogs. She also helped me to improve tremendously in my Science, especially in that intense year, where my future would depend on the final year exam, PSLE.
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My target for Prelims: 220+
Prelims: 248+3 (251)
My target for PSLE: 230+
PSLE: 251+2 (253)
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The nerve-wrecking part comes now, My choices for schools to attend in year 2008.
1st Choice: RVHS
2nd Choice: NHHS
3rd: CHIJ St Nics
4th: BPPGHS( should be )
5th: (can't remember)
6th: Cresent Girls
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I got into NHHS(Nan Hua High School)
I was expecting it though, as the cut-off pont for the previous year was 253.
My mom suggested i appeal, play play around, who knows, i might succeed.
Well, I did, but it wasn't easy. I had to run a tiring 4km for the Trials.
I got into an amazing class, 1E'08. But it still could not compare to 6-2.
We had 5 nice PSLs, who went through thick and thin with us during the tough orientations.(Well, they DID sleep better on mats, but lesser though) Then came the CCAs. If i had a choice, netball. But NO, i had to join RV cross-country. I came across nice nice seniors and mates.
Mates: Lydia, Chang(well, i already know her), Yuning, Sharon and Wan Xin
Seniors: Kah Kah, Joanne LEUNG, Joanne CHEW, Kelly, Venus, Yueyin, Mei Hui, Yee Ching
And my dear dear coach, Mr Steven Quek.
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And it all really started, my new life, my new environment, and the new syllabus.
New friends, new teachers, new school, new EVERYTHING. Haha, new UNIFORM, new new PE ATIIRE!
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And the days started. I went back on 6th Feb to St Anthony's Primary to visit my old home. It was a touching scene yea, we almost broke down upon seeing each other there. Everyone looked so different, yet we knew we would be friends 4 ever, no matter what. Though we made new friends, the feelings are never same, because we know, friends we made for 6 years, friends we made from YOUNG, are always closest to ourselves. So get this right, this is a brief story of my life from Primary 5 to Now, (2006-Current)
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