Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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The girl's name: Stephanie Liew

This girl was hatched out from her egg on 23/12/1995

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Sunday, April 13, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008

Ok, talk about yest, I got cut by a glass piece. WELL, what can I say. I finally know how cutting yourself feels like. A tingling sensation runs through my body. The feeling was great, i didn't feel any hurt. Well, i did, but all my concentration was placed on the injury. I guess thats why youths are harming themselves. I promise this will be the last time i say i enjoyed the feeling of cutting myself.
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Show some respect for yourselves and your bodies. If you don't, at least show some care and concern for those around you. How will those close to you feel if you harm yourself. If feeling better at an expense where others will get hurt, i'd rather not feel good. one feels good, thousands cry. Injuring yourself isn't bravery, its shameful. You can't even protect your own body, so if you are someone who cuts yourself, stop thinking that you can help everyone around you that is hurt by a painful past. STOP acting hero or whatever, because in my eyes, those that cut or injure themselves are useless. Resolving to such means is someone who doesn't believe in love and care, someone who believes in SATAN. I'm not kidding, you surrender yourself, and you lose everything around you. I despise those who suicide, hurt themselves in other ways. I also pity them, there seems to other way out, but if you think harder, why do university graduates hold degrees in social emotions? TO COUNSEL LA. So many people are willing to help, you have to pull yourself together, show EVERYONE that you are strong, you have it in you. Don't self-pity, it's useless, you self-pity? Have you ever thought that many other people in this world are living a more cruel life than you? Perhaps sitting in a corner by yourself and reflecting on your actions would help. This points out to those that hurt themselves deliberately to pull themselves away from problems.

Moral: Running away doesn't help, FACE IT. The race will never complete for you if you run away from the finishing line, run TOWARDS it. Don't be a dumbass, races are to be completed no matter what, I don't look down on those that don't get top positions in a race, or even lose to me. I look up to them, because of their courage, perseverance, and never die spirit to complete the race.
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Just a word to Sharon:
Yunyi's right, letting go of the past is important. I miss my past too, i haven't really let go. Sometimes i feel i hang around with my primary school schoolmates in the same sec school with me, just to remind myself of the past. I suddenly realise i haven't been treasuring what i'm enjoying now. The warmth of my true new friends. You're just as important to me as any other friend. So if you really have any problems, i just want you to know, a friend will be there for you. There are many other people in RV wanting to be your friend. =D I'll be there for you, Wanxin, Yunyi, Joanne, Kahkah(haha, in an interesting way),Joanne Leung, Chang, Lydia, and our seniors in carrots. You can trust us, we've all been true real friendships in life, we know how it feels to be dejected, and betrayed. Don't worry kay? The past makes you stronger, not feel weaker. Make use of the past!

expressing the emptiness inside me..