Went to my anscestors' graves todae. Was scorching hot la, my head could cook an egg in a minute. Lucky it didn't burn up. Yea, my paternal side anscestors. Well, i prayed for them to bless me with great GPA and a successful CCA and life in RV. Somehow I feel that my life in RV is going super well. Its been 4 months since the start of the year. How time flies... If i could reverse time, there would be many things i would change.
1) My childish behaviour.
2) My stubborness.
3) My judgement.
4) The respect i showed my teachers.
5) The way i treasured my friends.
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I tried and tried, i wanted to forgive Rohit Kumar.

There's a saying, Only forgiving, would we feel better. But through this week, i had a different feeling. I tried forgiving him, but i keep thinking back on his attitude, and i thought, why forgive him when he did me so much wrong?

Honestly, there were times when i also hated Ms Loh. During the orchid lesson, i threw my pen at Rohit after losing my temper. She pulled me out of the classroom by holding my hand. I hate adults holding my hand. I seldom get held by my hand by adults, except for my parents. I felt that i was taken advantage of, but that wasn't the fact. But, she made me feel angrier, i felt like killing at that time.

Blogging has recently been on news articles. Cyber bullying... I feel that this world is discriminating against youth bloggers. They are taking away our rights to tell others how we feel. Whats the matter with them, when we have problems, we want to tell EVERYONE, but they make us talk 1 to 1.


People claim to understand human feelings, but that is not the fact, we don't know anything. Only one would understand him/herself.

Accepting is a good thing, many ex-anthonians rejected Gauri's offer of friendship. But, slowly, didn't we feel better after accepting her? Racial discrimination spoils the worlds, spoils us, spoils our thinking. These incidents taught me something. Nothing brings the world to ourselves, in this world, friendship is my life, friendship is my support.

Would you give your life for friendship? This is for us to answer, and also NOT for us to answer. Saying yes doesn't prove anything, proving anything doesn't mean saying yes.

Stephanie's word of advice: Treasure your friends and everything around you. We all only have one precious life, learn to let go, enjoy, and only would we know who care and who we care. We live to love and for love.
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How do people give meaningful life lectures? The answer lies in everyone's hands. This answer, everyone knows. And the answer is, we learn from living, maturity doesn't always come naturally. It comes from experiences and mistakes, lectures and punishment.

Remember, we live not to judge, judgement is for GOD, and we are NOT god. Why judge others, and complain about others' judgement? Leave the judgement to god, to those who are meant to judge. A Judge judge, but he has no rights to judge.


Read through my story, learn from my lecture for i promise, this is no boring story.

P.S Happy belated Bdae Fann!