Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

The girl's name: Stephanie Liew

This girl was hatched out from her egg on 23/12/1995

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2'Escapers!<33333

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♥ DESIRES
6-2'07 gathering<3
See SAPS teachers again =P
Celebrate Bdae with Carrots(23rd Dec!)
A chance to turn back time...

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Rabitah<333
Stungpok Siblings<3333(Me, Issy, Ben)
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Sheng Ping<333
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Clementine(PSL)<333
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Tiffany!<33
Kelly!<33

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Friday, May 23, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008

This is going to be a long post. so read it if you want. If you don't, just leave a tag. =D
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In my 13 years(or maybe 12) of life, there are a few people who made it a big difference.
I have let them down, and they have helped me in many ways. This post is dedicated to them.
(:
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1. CHANG MING

SORRY
for sometimes making you angry. I couldn't help you when you were having your moodswings, sometimes i played a part in it i think. I think i may have insulted you unknowingly before, so if i did, sorry sorry sorry. Pls forgib me.

THANK YOU
for encouraging me all the time when i had no confidence in myself, esp during the 8km runs where i would have mental blocks. for scolding me when i was doing stupid things which made me look totally stupid and pathetic. =P I haven't regret the day i became friends with you.
You will always be my BEST FRIEND FOREVER.
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2. ISABELLE

SORRY
The same thing, i sometimes unknowingly hurt you or insult you. Sorry, i realised you were a part in maturing me. and perhaps sometimes this year, we argue over our schools. I didn't realise that till now. I just want to tell you, in my eyes, all schools are equal no matter elite or not(i believe RV isn't elite anyways).

THANK YOU
for being with me no matter what happened. Esp, last year, the totally intense period. You encouraged me when i felt that all hope was lost. also in 2006, end of years results were sucky for me, but being with you made me forget all my troubles,
I wish you the best in your current school, jiayous, you will always be my BEST FRIEND FOREVER too!!!
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3. FANN

SORRY
I always did stupid things beside you, haha, and maybe it somehow made you feel stupid yea? I miss the times you always "bullied" me XD. Malacca was a nicenice trip because i got to be in the same room as you! HAHA, everyone said i influence you to become so rebellous ehh. Paiseh for that, haha.

THANK YOU
for making me life so happy. You were CRAZYYY in all ways yea? You just stood at our sides laughing when we talked. and haha, we did go out tgt sometimes didn't we?
You always have the WHATEVER attitude, which is soo cool to me XD.
Jiayous in your new school, you will always be my BEST FRIEND FOREVER too!
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4. CARROTS!<3333

SORRY
for not always doing my best in races. I always let the team down all the time.
I haven't been trying my best to win, i've been setting my goals too low...
I know i have to try my best for the team, because i've been letting all of you down.

THANK YOU
for encouraging me when i'm about to complete 8km. for brightening up my day all the time.
You've all thought me many valuable lessons on life. I can't go anywhere just by myself, i need the team to push me forward, to progress. for not killing me when i've let the team down, instead kept telling me i could do it no matter what. You are the major group in RV for me. Its not the class that's for me, its the carrots.
Kah Kah
Joanne Leung
Joanne Chew
Kelly
Babi Yueyin
Babi Venus
MeiHui
Yee Ching
Sharon
Wan Xin
Lydia
Chang Ming
Yuning
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5. LYDIA

SORRY
for neglecting you, Rufy and Nana laogong. I just realised that thanks to Chi Ching who pointed that out to me. So i'm making an individual one for you. Sorry for always pang sehing you by accident to talk to my friends, and turn up losing you. SORRYSORRYSORRY!!#$$%

THANK YOU
for being my lao gong and cheering me up so often. You're the closest friend i've made in RV since the start of this year. for helping me be friends with so many of your friends. =D
You always encourage me too, and you're my greatest support in RV.
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!!!!!
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6. PSLs

SORRY
for neglecting your efforts to bond the class together. I don't know, i just feel closer to my CCA.
for always ignoring all of you, i just don't know anything to say to you GIRLS.
for not being as "high" as you peeps during orientation cheerings, i just don't feel the need to cheer for my "class" then.
for not staying back with you peeps for PSS on Wednesdays, i have piano lessons...

THANK YOU
for being with us throughout orientation period where we didn't even know each other and the school. for always staying back with us for PSS although some of you don't always stay back, its the same for us, not all of us stay back. for guiding us through the first half of the year without any complains, at least, not infront of us. =D for going through the uncomfortable 2 day camp with us with least sleep i heard. I have a feeling we've became a trouble for all of you.
for staying back with us even when it was near examination season.
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Thats the end i guess. It didn't turn out as long as i thought at first yea?
I hope the people listed read what i read.
If didn't, its ok, you may feel angry after reading these i guess...
I know i didn't list out all the sorries, but i couldn't thought of them.
Just read through.
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expressing the emptiness inside me..