great. i thought it would be a fine day today.
turned up otherwise.
and to think i kept promising to stop.
and turned up PDP i had my compass.

then went home super pissed off,
why? for NOTHING.
i was AP-ing my piano teacher.
sian...

tmr's gonna be badd.
Computer,
boring la. FLASH sucks big time.
and then there's relay,
cross ain't running, they're part of organising?
and i'm gonna be left out.
play badminton with huey chyi.
ahh, who feels like it when your teammates are having fun without you?

fuck.

Valen said ms loh is going to talk to me on Friday.
damn, why so kaypoh.
always talk to me about something the moment i see her.
fine talk then talk. i won't tell her a single thing.
wonder if i can take it like nothing happened.
her talks are boliao 1.
"i know i'm a kind and understanding teacher -.-" "

talk to her also can vomit blood.
i can win anybody at talking but her -.-

blah, no mood to do anything at all,
and i thought tests over would cheer me up,
but hearing the results of the other class,
i think i've lost hope.

i think i want to cry it all out.
at least i can let everything out,
since no one's at home again,
and the best way to distract myself.
>.<

where's justice in this world anyway.
when i was young i wanted to be a lawyer?
a policewoman. -.- stupid ideas.
i wanted to uphold justice?
then when i saw everything in this society,
i started to turn to the side where i thought,
everything has no justice.
School, homework, CCA, holidays, society, law.

Then I realised what a failure this society is,
talking big all the time about laws and everything.
but nothing is done.
even a cold-blooded murderer could be let off.
see how this world can be such a letdown,
even at times when you're down,
you see the world as a letdown.
failing in all ways as INTERNATIONALLY.

cheemology.
what am i even saying.
i contribute to this society,
so we're all making it fail?
bleh :x

they said staff of police force have no future,
their pay can be low,
their lives are at risk,
all just to uphold justice.
i wanted to be like that D=
then when i saw what was happening in this world,
i completely lost interest in what i dreamt of.

world peace.
yea right,
it'll take forever to achieve that.
it never happens,
and to think we IDIOTS thought world peace should be our dream.
harhar, -.-"

everytime u see CNY resolutions,
all of them say,
WORLD PEACE. (then they smile =D)
personally i thought they were being dumb,
why wish for an unwishable idea.
-.-"
see how useless this world has become.
all thoughts and no actions.
yea yea,
i'm what i say,
all thoughts no actions.

i promised time over time,
i'd stop what i was doing.
turned up i sunk deeper instead.
and when others tell me to stop,
they tell me they care or what,
i feel like a letdown.
i neglected their expectations of me?
i'm a big disappointment,
even if u don't feel that way i do.

世界变成什么样子，
你我最清楚.
已经失去了希望.
梦想也都毁了.