i'm feeling srsly down now.
i can't help thinking about tmr.
they'll all be waiting for each other to go trng,
while i'll walk by and just say bye.

Shit, i kept thinking of it during school la.
why did we have him in the first place.
sian.

Everyone's pissed off at something.
i've been doing the same thing in class luh.
and my classmates kept looking.

fuck them,
they and their kaypohness.
feighning concerns.
whatever.

"woah, what you doing"
then they just keep quiet and ask me pay attention
wtf, why was i in this class,
why not 1c.

sian. i'm damn uber depressed now.
why did my mom did it with my dad
and conceived me.
can't they wait a year more then do it.
then it most probably won't be me.

sian.. i don't mind missing sat's training.
but i want thurs,
he's making us run for no reason.
no purpose, whats the prob now.

I won't pia during training,
since no one appreciates.
i don't really like running now.
whats the point.
i run for carrots.
not for RVHS, not for quek,
not for anyone.

and he has to be so unreasonable.
i know i'm at wrong too.
but he ASSUMES i run for fun.
hellllooo.
what an asshole.

Now i know how kelly feels everytime.
everytime i feel like crying.
this never happened before.
i'm not going to cry before him.
i'm making sure he's the first to cry before the carrots.
rawr.


depressed. once in a blue moon.
i wish there was someone i could confide in,
someone to cry to.