Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

The girl's name: Stephanie Liew

This girl was hatched out from her egg on 23/12/1995

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008

it broke my heart straight on.
looking at my team having fun while i have to do something else.
the year 1s overall.

they could laugh together,
train together,
motivate each other.
team with each other.
and i was to be left out.

what shit is this.
somehow i can't seem to.
like,
look at it on the bright side.
i have to lose out on the team.
and my stamina suck now.
13:10mins. 2.4km
what shit is this.

and HE said he wanted us to improve.
training once a week?
YA RIGHT.
then if we don't improve,
he'd probably find fault with us.

now theres a song that can describe all this.
左右为难
and the idiom
进退两难
how much we try to do good,
he finds fault. and i can guess.

if i go for make up runs on my own and i improve suddenly,
he asks why,
i say i go for make up runs on my own.
he'd probably say,
i told you not to waste time.
i want you to STUDY!

THEN,
if i don't go for make-up runs,
and i don't improve,
he'll probably say,
you should have gone for make up runs,
even though i restricted you to one day only.
this shows how uninterested you are towards running.
bleh. :x

and everytime my mom talks about quek,
like whether he'll allow me back,
then i have to change the subject.
cus it demoralises me.
and i promised not to think too much bout it.

and today.
WORST.
tan kim chuan took my class.
he seemed to keep looking at me.
naw la naw la,
STARING more appropriate to describe.

then i was giving him the,
"fuck your momma to death" look.
wad a momma.
REMEMBER.
if you're gonna come to RV.
don't join cross-country.
i don't want you to suffer.

and i tried to spot valen's cuts.
turn out she spotted mine instead BLA.
and probably from past experiences of hers.
she know what i used.

shan't talk about all these.
addiction.
i don't like it.
just some kind of addiction?
just minor though.

ciao darlings who love me

expressing the emptiness inside me..