today was a bad day.
badbadbadbadbadbadbadbad.
day.

i was passed a paper clip,
which metal was revealed.
sharp eh.
then i started thinking about the race after school.
which i was supposed to go,
not run, but at least go and cheer on them.

then i sunk into mild depression.
stoned.
this time i stoned like hell out of my chinese and science.
then followed by some obvious stuffs did by yours truely.

i have...
one, two, three of it now.
and stupid joanne had to go tell chang.
who successfully saw it through violent means,
and help from jasmine and LIEWjieying(i like your surname)
so damn gan ga. then i was soooo scared i would start stoning.
so i tried to sleep during lang. arts.

and i tellyou, i damn suei 1 lor.
i was sleeping, then mr chua was walking around the school,
he walked by my classroom and saw me sleeping.
then he stood outside and STARED at me.
then the whole class damn QUIET.
so i woke up lor, cus it was unusually quiet.
then i saw everyone looking out the window and i felt damn weird,
so i moved my eyeballs to my right, and caught a glimpse of chua,
so i pretended not to see him,
and turned my head to the left and smiled at my classmates.
until he walked away then i fucking stoned.

blA. so depressing.
carrots are running,
i'm slacking.
when will all these end.
he doesn't know it's so hard for me now.
watching your team run,
and you can't join in with them.
bleh, the worst thing is getting withdrawed from races.

it's getting worst this addiction.
i din use sharpsharp objects,
just now i used a penknife.
see the difference.
i should keep this down,
hopefully not everyone visits this blog,
and asks me alot about this incident.