ok fuck.
i tell you something.
my parents probably know i'm doing that.
they're pretending they don't.
and they're stupid.

"why u always fall down one,
like you purposely injure yourself liddat"
like, wtf la.

i'm not dumb.
i'm 13 not 10.
i'm not saying 10 years olds are dumb.
but i don't want to know.
they won't understand.

and if keith teo knows,
he'll probably send me for counselling or whatever you know.
all the dumb theraphy(sarcastic luh;x)
fuck la.
why must they interfere.
they don't know they're making it worst.

and psychologists.
they make big money by guessing.
"i know how you feel inside"
HARHAR.
you don't, unless you've experienced it.

experience doesn't come naturally.
you have to go through the process,
and understand it.
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whatever.
today sucked.

Nicole is going to find out soon i slit.
Keith Teo pulled my recess back by 20mins.
He's going to talk to me on monday 2.30
Serene Tan may be there.
i'm like, dead already.

fine, they want to know so much,
let them.
i'm going to rebel if they pull me to some stupid things or what.
i didn't even know keith teo noticed my cuts.
like wtf, couldn't he inform.

ok, maybe not.
idiots will inform,
so he isn't an idiot.
HOPEFULLY,
he doesn't take away my P.E.

damn.
i'd rather serene tan knows.
but keith teo.
the one who acts pro everywhere.
like he understands everything i'm going through.
eat shit.

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