don't seem to.
-sians-

there doesn't seem to be anyone u can trust nowadays.
how many times i've let this go over myself.
then it keeps happening again and again.
i hate you.

humans are that weird.
they just think what you received is deserved.
and i'm feeling guilty.
cause i just made someone feel hurt.
i feel so..
heartless.

just wait till the day i die,
i may never even learn the meaning of appreciation.

my way of friends:
As long as you're real to me, trust me, believe in me, love me, listen to me,
i don't mind sacrificing anything. cause i believe without friends i will not be what i am today. i don't care about attitudes. its how a person is. And there was never a need for any of my friends to change because i love the way each and everyone of them were. childish, mature, short-tempered, retard, crazy, serious. It's always amazing to see how you all express yourselves. And i know attitudes are part of humans and there is no way one can change.

Is that ALOT?
or maybe you think i'm a simple-minded idiot.
maybe i trust people too easily.

Then i give up,
don't expect me to say yes straight away anymore.
sometimes, there will be doubt.
in myself, in you,
in everyone..